It surprises me how I survive everyday.
How I’m able to still think…clearly.
How I’m able to talk to you in a way you won’t suspect.
It surprises me how I haven’t burst from what I’ve been feeling.
You will never know that it is you.
That’s for sure.
I want to keep the friendship.
I want to keep the burden of knowing away from you.
But if you do find out
Because perhaps I drank too much the last night
or because you might have heard it somewhere
or you just simply…finally saw through my walls
Please don’t go away. Please just stay.
I’m not looking for anything more.
I just want to keep you in my life.