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This pain is well deserved on my part.

It is better for her to leave me.

And never come back, not even to glance.

It’s better for her to leave me broken.

 

She’ll go on. I’ll stay.

Maybe move on some other day.

I’ll follow her as she leaves

And angrily beat myself up as I see her tears.

 

I caused that. After I promised I won’t cause her pain. I fucking caused that.

Yep. It is better if she leaves me.

She deserves so much more.

Than little fucked up me.

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