February 2, 2013. That was a year ago. I remember what happened that day so vividly, it’s scary. We were talking, it was early morning and we were still talking. I didn’t mind. You didn’t mind. I was sleepy but, I just wanted to talk to you. So..sleep was momentarily, unimportant,
I asked you if you could be mine.
You said yes.
And I was infinitely happy.
…but that was a year ago. A lot could change in 12 months. And a lot did.
February 2, 2014. Today.
I’m alone today, no surprise there. The whole day I was spent with me
Sulking about how I much I fucked up.
You. I hurt you.
After I promised not to.
And you know what honey? I did it in a long run.
and I am so sorry.
I understand if you don’t want to see me,
I understand that just fine,
But know I will love you always,
February 2, 2014.
Happy supposed Anniversary Darling