“Don’t leave me.”
See the hesitation? It’s because I’m scared. I don’t know if I’ll be able to keep it. I don’t want to leave you. Trust me. I really don’t. But I’m scared that I will just lose it and just…give up. But I don’t want to. For your sake I don’t want to. But I’m still scared.
But you know what? In the end. I still promised. You want to know why? Because it’s for you. I would do anything for you. It is you after all. I promise.
And this promise? Means so much to me now, I realise. Its not just a mere promise to me. Its not just some promise that I could break without giving a single thought to it. No. Its a promise I will do my utmost best — no wait — more than my best to keep. And I will keep it. For you.
It is my promise to you.
It is for you.
(for you who I promised to.)