…This is the first time I lied to you.
And it feels so wrong.
But right now I’m just really scared.
I went over the line.
You’ll leave me any day now.
Just you wait and see.
And I know you’ll see this. And won’t bother putting a password on this
So here it is. I lied to you. My parents didn’t call me. I left because I got an attack.
I’m so scared you’ll leave me that I lied to you and hid from you.
Again this letter has no sense.
But neither does my mind.