Entry #20

I feel like I should be drowning. Like there’s a metal ball chained to my leg, but somehow I am floating.

People may think this is a good feeling but it is not.

I deserve to drown. I want to drown.

But somethings are preventing me from drowning.

It’s a heavy feeling, this whole thing. Very heavy.

Im not okay. I’m really not okay. But I don’t know if I should say it

It’s best I keep this to myself.

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