Entry #8

Dear Night,

You have set me on adventures I’ve never wanted to set on.

You have made me realise all the bad things, surprisingly never the good things.

What have I done to you to make you envelop me in blanket of despair and hopelessness?

Please stop.

I’m tired of crying.

I’m tired of being scared.

I’m just really tired.


A kid close to giving up



It’s starting again.

The thumping of my heart at night.

The burning sensation at the back of my eyes.

The shaking fingers and the unclear thoughts.

Its all happening again.